Grand disaster

For every time I'm forced to see
All the whims that turn to dreams
I shut off the walls so that I can jump off
And so to finite
Oh well it's not for nothing
When you're searching for something meaning it all
And keeping it all inside
To bind your time

Cause I'm hoping on a life here after
Cause I'm working on a grand disaster
And you, you come to find
You wanted a better life
But that was not to be

So where do you go when all is lost
When life isn't worth as much as it costs
Well that's when you know where it's time to let go of me
Well let me tell you something
I'm quite sure of one thing
I'm giving it all, you're taking it all away
Despite the change

Cause I'm hoping on a life here after
Cause I'm working on a grand disaster
But you, you come to find
You wanted a better life
And all you got was me

I'm holding on to what I'm after
I dont care if it ends in disaster
But you, you come to find
You wanted a simple life
But that was just a dream

Cause I'm hoping on a life here after
Cause I'm working on a grand disaster
And you, you come to find
You wanted a better life
But that was just a dream

Cause I'm hoping on a life here after
Cause I'm working on a grand disaster
And you, you come to find
You wanted a better life
But that was not to be

I'm hoping on a life here after
Cause I'm working on a grand disaster
And you, you come to find
You wanted a better life
And all you got was me

I'm holding on to what I'm after
I don't care if it ends in disaster
And you, you come to find
You wanted a simple life
But that was just a dream