Kidding Me

Last time I wrote a song like this I was drunk off
The last words out of your lips
And what a world
You were always looking for attention
I was holding on to my abandonment obsession
In hindsight
I was just as ignorant as you were
Blinded by the "you" word combined by the sutures
Good-bye to the cruel world, you had to be out
And I caught you with another dudes -–-- in your mouth

Goddamn little lady, how’d you get so cold?
How’d life teach you all the little tricks you pulled on me?
Hopelessly passionate, openly act as if everything
Is all my fault – no sacrifice
I should’ve known that you were trouble from the start
Red dress laying on the floor in the dark
You were everything I wanted but nothing that I needed
My sexy little piece of shit demon, leaving

I used to say that I loved you
I used to act like a fool
But now I hear that you’re wondering
If the girl I run with
Is treating me cool
You fucking gotta be kidding me
Look at all that you did to me
Why the hell would you be wondering
Who’s kissing me now?

Last time I had a thought like this I was locked
In my room with a bottle in my fist
What a world
I was trying to pick apart the pieces
Even moved to cali with you, living by the beaches
Egregious
Made a dude want to find Jesus
Huddled in a bunker with nothing but canned peaches

If I was a weaker man I would’ve broke down
The second I caught you getting your sex around town
God-damn, what a hell of a ride, cinderella
Got drunk and started spreading her thighs
The fairy tale’s over, after telling me lies
Became a rock in the belly of the reason we fight
Yeah, I should’ve seen it from the jump
I should’ve shut the door on your face and called you a -–-
Everything I wanted, but nothing that I needed
My sexy little piece of shit creampuff, biatch

I used to say that I loved you
I used to act like a fool
But now I hear that you’re wondering
If the girl I run with
Is treating me cool
You fucking gotta be kidding me
Look at all that you did to me
Why the hell would you be wondering
Who’s kissing me now?