Indecision

The time
The time has come
And here, i'm seen as one
Whose words can not be true
Whose lies are worthless too
And i look into my decision
Should i say my indecision's my life
And i know nothing ever changes
But how many time's i've changed my mind
And i can say that i've been told a lot
Like what is good and what is not
Why don't i have what he has got
And is that even what i want
I worry for my sanity
They want what you don't wanna be
That you don't love me
You love me
And they don't mean it
Mean it
Mean it

I dream but i don't sleep
Can't fall, i'm in too deep
I bleed but i don't hurt
I scream but can't be heard
And i look into my decision
Should i say my indecision's my life
And i know nothing ever changes
But how many time's i've changed my mind
And i can say that i've been told a lot
Like what is good and what is not
Why don't i have what he has got
And is that even what i want
I worry for my sanity
They want what you don't wanna be
That you don't love me
You love me
And they don't mean it
Mean it
Mean it