Gift To a Dying Friend

You lied.
But how could i expect anything more from such an elementary mind?
I offered you something so crucial, and you spit it back out when i turned my head.
The solution is basic.
Aren't you smart enough to know how much this is going to hurt?
Now look at your friends.
They are crying.
They are crying for you.
Don't reach out.
They don't want what you have.
I'm sorry.
I still love you.
But i don't want what makes you so sick.
What makes you so sick?