Falling Apart

You still blame me for what the others have done
Why you have to run?
You don’t lost the game
Why don't drop your guns?
Leave behind what’s gone

Why we have to wait a reason to jump?
Why we have to be dumb?
Your thoughts are always late
You think that I have turned
Into something too strange to love

Why should I stay
In a world where the people whom I care don't trust me anymore?
Like a castle made of sand
The wind blows from the coast, bring the waves here
Rip my heart, I'm falling apart

You think you can pretend don't hate me like you do
I’m not the same for you
I won’t crawl while you waste your time looking for the truth
I’m not the same as you

So why the fuck we have to wait a reason to get drunk?
Can I become so numb?
Your thoughts are always late
You think that I have turned
Into something too strange to love