Clockwork

Do you ever feel you’re stuck in a cycle?
Living each moment like you’re dead on arrival
Where did the time go
Where did my life go
And if you ask me, it feels like
Clockwork

I go through the motions
I'm lost and I know this
The darkness consuming me
It’s the loneliest feeling
Don’t know who I am anymore
And it’s killing me

I don’t feel anymore
Only this emptiness I'm torn,
Between the need to keep on breathing and the want to drown alone
Can you believe it?
Another sleepless night
I must be dreaming
I think I'm losing sight
My own worst enemy
My own worst enemy
I keep on fighting, but I'm the only one in sight
One In Sight

Just wrap my hands around my neck
There’s nothing left to leave unsaid
Suppressing damage
You get the message
The empty road that lies ahead
The world around me turning red
Can’t stop the wreckage
You get the message

Yeah this feels like clockwork
This feels like clockwork
Running around
Trying to find myself
Forever gone
Fighting a losing war

Tearing myself apart
Making a work of art

Just wrap my hands around my neck
There’s nothing left to leave unsaid
Suppressing damage
You get the message
The empty road that lies ahead
The world around me turning red
Can’t stop the wreckage
You get the message

Ask myself in the mirror what I see
But all I see is a man full of nothing

Man full of nothing. Nothing
I hope this is my last breath
Breathe in, breathe out
Is anyone even listening?
Breathe in, Breathe out
This is the last chance I have to be anything (anything)
Trying to find out who I am supposed to be (am I anything)