Life in Slow Motion

This is where it ends

I have become
The ghost that lingers
In the dusk
I feel the voice of death
Calling for me

There is no order
In the ocean of chaos
Is waking life just a dream
To distract us from the end?

In sorrow
I feel the numbness of its hands
Reaching for me

I whisper out your name
I'll never forgive myself

Let this cold be your tomb
I pull you toward the edge of my being

Neither of us escape
Now you, too, will feel dеath's embrace

This is wherе it ends

Dig deep underneath
My skin, my blood
My nerves and bones
And there you will
Finally see the purpose

Where we find order
In the ocean of chaos
Deep into my mind
I'll set fire to my past mistakes

Some day in my past
The sunset vanished and
All surrounding life
Became a blackened cloud of smoke
My eyes see life
Through a contorted vision
I told myself on that day
This is where it had to end

You will remember me
In this shattered world
Where dreams run dry
In this vast sea
Of nothingness I call my own
All of my radiance dims

There is a place that I
There is a place that I have seen
Somewhere beyond this skin
Through fire
The embers glow
Between waking and dreams
I've let my fears go
And I can feel the pressure shift
And I can feel the pressure

I've been drifting
In and out of sleep
Somewhere in the back of my mind
I can hear the faint alarm sounding
Silence would be
A warm, welcomed relief
But I am burning out
And now I will let you go
Let you go

I long to return
To the moment
Of our disconnect

Life has moved in slow motion
For years
And I can't separate the days

I long to return
To the moment
Of our disconnect

Life has moved in slow motion
For years
And I can't separate