Surreal

I thought you were devoted to me
A blink of the eye and you are gone
You had in mind a different world
Drowned to hypocrisy and though I'm lost in between
Your insanity still tortures me
Has my hatred become so immense?
Or your love lies dead in my hands?
How come I stand these words tonight
I feel about to collapse, I won't do so
For you I'll try my soul
Your deadly images I chase
While disillusions rape my head
I will grow strong, never leave me
And as my memories process
Your magic mirror hides the end
In love with my best friend…

Now I try to feel, senses collide
I try to laugh but my fears arise
Maybe someday my scars will mend
But loving you will never end.