I don’t want to fall in love with you

I used to think you were all I needed
And now I realize and see is this really what I wanted?
You come at me with all your ammo
You tell me I'm the only one to make you laugh
I'm the one to fill your boredom
We keep going and falling in the same motion

A lesson is staring us in the face and I know we never get far
I know something is written in my head

We were never born to live together
I don't want to fall in love with you
I don't want to fall in love with you like the first time
When I wanted you, I didn't want me
I don't want to start all over again with you

We had enough time to understand what we were just
One in love and the other bitterly bitter from pain
We had major disagreements but we always went back and forth in time
I don't want to be able to be rude to be myself
A part of me says this might be what I want and another part says
This can't be what I deserve

I don't want to keep getting my hopes up for you again
I know this will break me

We were never born to live together
I don't want to fall in love with you anymore
I don't want to fall in love with you like the first time
When I wanted you, you didn't want me
I don't want to start all over again with you
What we never ended well
Because we never started