Means To An End

Alone again just like last night
with every taste i think it's alright
and now it's time for my selfish ending
a fight that i'll lose defending

i gave myself to make you love me
i gave too much and now i'm dying
alone in my arms
as i lay here on the floor
being empty has passed
so i hunger for more
i fill up my love
with a sense of control
now i give you away
to get back on the floor

the boy you knew once has gone away
but you can see him in my face
and now i think i've reached that perfection
as tears fall down my reflection

i gave myself to make you love me
i gave too much and now i'm dying
alone in my arms
as i lay here on the floor
being empty has passed
so i hunger for more
i fill up my love
with a sense of control
now i give you away
to get back on the floor

i wait out the day
with a lie that i'm happy
so i can make you satisfied
the truth of my life
is we both know that i'm dying
and there's no trust
that i'm trying

i gave myself to make you love me
i gave too much and now i'm dying
alone in my arms
as i lay here on the floor
being empty has passed
so i hunger for more
i fill up my love
with a sense of control
now i give you away
to get back on the floor