Behind This Mask

I'm stuck in my head again
Can't get out of bed again
(Thoughts racing, like I'm going crazy)
Caught between fading memories
Caught in the grind
God knows how much I've lost to time
Feels like I've lost my mind
Oh

I'm staring at reflections in the looking glass
Seeing remnants of a vanity that'll never last
I see a thousand versions of my past
(Oh, it all fades so fast)

I see beauty in the imperfections
(Guess I need some introspection)
Not sure if it's all projection
'cause' I'm hiding truths too hard to ask
Oh, I got scars behind this mask

I'm lost in my head again
Can't face myself again
(Self-loathing, like I'm slowly corroding)
Caught between who I am and who I should've been
Feels like I'm lost to time
Feels like I've lost my mind
Oh

I'm haunted by phantoms of my past
Seeing shadows that my fears have cast
I see a thousand of them in mass
(Oh, it all fades to black)

I see beauty in the imperfections
(Guess I need some introspection)
Not sure if it's all projection
'cause' I'm hiding truths too hard to ask
Oh, I got scars behind this mask

Kae
Yeah, I'm trapped in my head again
Can't shake these thoughts again
(Self-loathing, feels like I'm exploding)
Caught between who I was and who I might become
Feels like I've crossed a line
Feels like I'm out of time
Oh

I'm chasing phantoms of my past
Seeing dreams that never came to pass
I see a thousand paths I never crossed
(Ohhh they all turn to dust)

I see beauty in the imperfections
(Guess I need some introspection)
Not sure if it's all projection
'cause' I'm hiding truths too hard to ask
Oh, I got scars behind this mask
(Got scars behind this mask)