Sleep When I'm Dead

I've got a feeling that I gonna be depressed
For the next couple weeks I won't be getting out of bed
Or doing anything important
Or anything worth wile
If my mother calls I'll open a window and I'll smile and I'll say

I'm doing fine, and I'll crawl right back to bed
Where I'll ruminate on past experiences in my head
And I'll think about my life
How I really missed the mark
How I'll never break the cycle
'Cause I like being in the dark

I'll leave my tab unpaid, goodbyes unsaid
I'm letting off steam, he's losing his head
Sold my car, put all on red
Stay up all night, I'll sleep when I'm dead

I had a chance at life and drank that chance away
I had a future that was promising, but chose a life of pain
I'll suffer endlessly until the day I die with no relief
Push my family away so when I'm gone no one will grieve

And they'll say: Hes in a better place, knowing damn well I'm in hell
For all the sins that I committed, for the things I did not tell
For all the lies that I have told and the things that I have stole
For the hearts that I left broken when I jumped into that hole

I'll leave my tab unpaid, goodbyes unsaid
I'm letting off steam, he's losing his head
Sold my car, put all on red
Stay up all night, I'll sleep when I'm dead

I'll leave my tab unpaid, goodbyes unsaid
I'm letting off steam, he's losing his head
Sold my car, put all on red
Stay up all night, I'll sleep when I'm dead
I'll sleep when I'm dead