I Wanna Lose My Memory

I want to find my broken dream again
It's okay if I go on and fall again
It comes to mind again
Nothing has changed in my childhood
Alone again, yes
Even the young me, who wanted something

Is no different from me now I know
Woo I hold my breath and waste my youth
I am poison to some, enemy to some

I just want to lose all my memories here
I just want to hide
Even though I haven't been successful yet
You congratulate me and like me

I really want to stop this
I want to lose my memories
And I don't want to cry anymore
Now I have nowhere to go, I just run

I say that I want to lose my memory in my life
I couldn't run away from dreams and my life
Many yes many yes
Yes, I am still a child who cries like a baby

People abandon me when I do that
Pretend to smile
Is it the process of becoming an adult?
Or does it make it a habit to hate people?
Nobody can believe it, I'm alone again

Trusting people hurts me
People leave at once because of a mistake I made
Honesty was a bit poisonous
I will not reveal my weaknesses to anyone else

I really want to stop all of this
I want to lose my memories and I don't want to cry anymore
Now I have nowhere to go, I just run

I say that I want to lose my memory in my life
I couldn't run away from dreams and my life
Many yes, many yes

Oh sorry I hurt you
Sorry, I did this because I wanted you to leave me
Yes, sorry I have no memory
I want to lose my memory, will you go away?