Polaroid Shoots

Everything changed up so fast
All the shoot sounds in my head
The fear circling always around me
Although now I have him to save me

Tried to follow all the drawing
Like I followed the steps
Everything I believed is now glory
But I am still sad

'Cause I entered the waterfall
With all the clothes off
And I, said that all I needed was you
But it was not

All my shoots were a polaroid's creation
Entering my mind's elation
Making me feel unloved
Every time I clicked couldn't be a bigger separation

'Cause all the shoots are a polaroid's creation
Right?

Nightmares list growing
From the past and future I'm running
And everywhere I'm going
The pain's following me

I'm opening the exit door
But while I cannot run
The fading monster is coming after me

'Cause I entered the waterfall
With all the clothes off
And I, said that all I needed was you
But it was not

All my shoots were a polaroid's creation
Entering my mind's elation
Making me feel unloved
Every time I clicked couldn't be a bigger separation

'Cause all the shoots are a polaroid's creation
Right?

The book of my past it's in my hands
The breaking glass and the weight of the end

I like to read
To go to another world
'Cause time's scarier
Than the monsters under my bed

All these polaroid pictures falling into me
All my stupid poetry, just became reality
The crushes that I had were perfect for old me
Everything I trusted, was just to make me feel free

And I climb a tree
My shoots were a polaroid's creation