need dat boy

I been looking for a muse, need a new persona
Put your picture on my wall, you my new Madonna
Sorry, darling, I been down for a couple summers
Falling back in the crowd, smokin' Marijuana

(Oh) I've been angst, (Oh) I've been hurten
I've been trying, shit ain't working
(Oh) Yeah, I dream big, (Oh) yet I descend
These days I don't know what I believe in

Oh-oh, yeah, I been down but I need that boy
Oh-oh, I'll shut shit down for you, East Side boy
Oh-oh, yeah, I know I been down but I need that boy
Oh-oh, I'll shut shit down for you, East Side boy

(Yeah)
Man, fuck this pity party
When I'm back up I'm shootin' shots with everybody
Fuck all you niggas, y'all do not support anybody
Show up for all but y'all don't show up for Lil Nas X
Look how I opened doors and everybody run me
A lot of y'all just my peers, y'all ain't my friends
A lot of y'all say I love me, I just pretend
A lot of y'all watch me down in the deep end

Oh-oh, yeah, I been down but I need that boy
Oh-oh, I'll shut shit down for you, East Side boy
Oh-oh, yeah, I know I been down but I need that boy
Oh-oh, I'll shut shit down for you, East Side boy

Ooh, I think I need that boy
I think I love him (You think you what?)
I think I love that boy
I think I wanna get up on him, ride upon that boy
I think I wanna get up on him, ride upon that boy
Yeah, I think I wanna ride (Ride), ride (Ride), ride (Ride), ride (Ride), ride (Ride), ride (Ride), ride (Ride)
Yeah, I think I wanna ride (Ride), ride (Ride), ride (Ride), ride (Ride), ride (Ride)
I'll shut shit down for you, East Side boy

You know that that ass too fat (What?)
You know that that ass too fat (Wha-what?)
You know that that ass too fat (What?)
You know that that ass too fat (Wha-what?)
You know that that ass too fat (What?)
You know that that ass too fat
You in Dream World and you listening to Dream Boy

Ride (Ride), ride (Ride), ride (Ride), ride
Ri-ri-ride (Ride), ride (Ride), ride (Ride), ride (Ride)
Ride (Ride), ride (Ride), ride (Ride), ride (Ride)
I'll shut shit down for you, East Side boy