I Don't Deserve It

I wanna look confident I wanna be tough
I spent 24 years alone hiding from everyone
But then you came along and we fell in love
I'm not used to being seen this much by anyone

I've been invisible since I was a child
I'm good at comforting myself when I cry
And all this time I didn't know the reason why
But I can see it now with you by my side

When you look at me
When you ask me how I'm doing
When you take the time to get to know me
It's all too much
When you talk to me
It's the simple things that kill me
And I love the way you love me
But I feel like I don't deserve it
I don't deserve it

The way I see myself it isn't right
Undeserving, so unworthy of a minute of your time
And I can't just be myself, I tried so hard
I want to earn love and affection so I play my part

I've been invisible since I was a child
It's hard to sit here now and let you see me cry
And yeah it's painful always keeping this inside
But when you look into my eyes I wanna run and hide

When you look at me
When you ask me how I'm doing
When you take the time to get to know me
It's all too much
When you talk to me
It's the simple things that kill me
And I love the way you love me
But I feel like I don't deserve it

I feel like I deserve to be alone
I feel like I am worse than everyone
And I've always felt this way
But you still love me as I am
You still want me and I just don't understand

When you look at me
When you ask me how I'm doing
When you take the time to get to know me
It's all too much
When you talk to me
It's the simple things that kill me
And I love the way you love me
But I feel like I don't deserve it

When you look at me
When you ask me how I'm doing
When you take the time to get to know me
It's all too much
When you talk to me
It's the simple things that kill me
And I love the way you love me
But I feel like I don't deserve it
I love the way you love me
But I feel like I don't deserve it
I don't deserve it