If You Had

It all started when I knew I lost you
That was when I lost me
It wasn't written on the papers
But I felt it on my chest darling
We used to dream of better days for us

But then you got to cross the mountains
And I watched the bridges burn
Behind your back and couldn't reach you
And to this day it cuts me like a sword through my heart

And I'm sorry
For pushing you away
Wanting you to give up everything for me but I can't help but wonder
How it may have been
If you had

The truth hits me just like a bomb
I built a shelter in the woods
Talked to everyone around me
Pretending that they were you
I feel so alone
And lonely

And I'm sorry for all of my demands
But I felt like I've never
Seen a world without your hands
And can't help but miss you
When we were still in this together

'Cause we were like the movies
The good ones
Taken out from epic novels
Are timeless
And makes our admirers come back every time
Maybe in another life
The world was ours

And I'm sorry
For pushing you away
Wanting you to give up everything for me but I can't help but wonder
How it may have been
If you had