Can't Look Back

I thought about
Giving up everything I own and then moving out
I'm a prisoner in this home
I keep my curtains shut, sabotage everything that I love
For a temporary feeling that only left me numb (damn)

Some days, I'm a kamikaze
There's no way you can fucking stop me

I can't look back when the memories look like that
I took the blade out of my pocket, cut the strings that were attached
I'm bad, and they say they that the good die last
My hesitation is the enemy, I guess this is the end of me

Goddamn
I just got some bad news
Lost some more friends, got their names tattooed
Take my. 45, point it right at you
Cause you can't take nothing away from me, I got nothing to lose

Some days, I'm a kamikaze
There's no way you can fucking stop me

I can't look back when the memories look like that
I took the blade out of my pocket, cut the strings that were attached
I'm bad, and they say they that the good die last
My hesitation is the enemy, I guess this is the end of me
Hesitation is the enemy, I guess this is the end of me
Hesitation is the enemy, I guess this is the end of me