Are You Satisfied (demo 1)

I was pulling out my hair the day I got the deal
Chemically calm
Was I meant to feel happy
That my life was just about to change?

One life pretending to be
The cat who got the cream
Oh, everybody said: Marina is a dreamer
People like to tell you

What you're gonna be
It's not my problem, if you don't see what I see
And I do not give a damn if you don't believe (It's my problem, it's my problem)
It's my problem, it's my problem that I never am happy
It's my problem, it's my problem if I'm always gonna feel

Sad inside, in this life
Unsatisfied
Tell me, when will we be free

High achiever, that is me
And I don't need your weed
Oh, I am a control freak
Driven by a greed to succeed
Nobody can stop me

'Cause it's my problem if I wanna pack up and run away
It's my business if I feel the need to smoke and drink and sway
It's my problem, it's my problem if I feel the need to hide
It's my fatherfuckin' problem if I feel unsatisfied

Sad inside, in this life
Unsatisfied, praying
Sad inside, in this life
Unsatisfied, waiting
Waiting, to, be free

Are you sad? Are you sad?
Are you sad? Are you sad?
Are you sad? Are you sad?
Are you satisfied?
Are you satisfied?
Are you satisfied?