Not Falling

Always, known in, all my time,
A little left of center now
Reflect as I realize,
That all I need is to find
the middle pillar path to sit like the sun
By a star in the sky and just be.
Sinners, casting stones at me

I…I stand, not crawling, not falling down
I…I bleed, the demons, that drag me down
I…I stand (for nothing), not crawling (the center), not falling down
(of calms within the eye)
I…I'll bleed (for no one), the demons (but myself), that pull me down
(for me and no one else)

Goodbye, sunshine, I've put it out again, SAD!
I'm over, personalities, conflicting!
I don't need you, or anyone, but me,
I'll just be, living my own life,
I feel my glowing center grow,
infecting I feel alive,
And shovel dirt over lime,
Plant it in myself to sit like a seed
under covers of earth and just be.
Sinners, pointing fingers at me

I…I stand (for nothing), not crawling (by myself), not falling down
I…I'll bleed (for no one), the demons (but myself), that drag me down
I…I stand (for nothing), not crawling (the center), not falling down
(of calms within the eye)
I…I'll bleed (for no one), the demons (but myself), that pull me down
(for me and no one else)

Come play kill.
Refuse my body, refuse my shadow!
Stone cold will
Refuse to lead this, refuse to follow!
Bitter pills
Refuse to feed this, refuse to swallow!
I'm fueled godless!

Come play, come play
Kill!!
Just be, just be
Just be, just be
Just BE, just be

I…I stand (for nothing), not crawling (by myself), not falling down
I…I'll bleed (for no one), the demons (but myself), that drag me down
I…I stand (for nothing), not crawling (the center), not falling down
(of calms within the eye)
I…I'll bleed (for no one), the demons (but myself), that pull me down
(for me and no one else)