The Lightest Shade Of Blue

It was a fake relationship
I was a hobby
The hourglass has already broken
Even she is tired of waiting
We don't have time to pretend we're the best

Write your will, speak your last words
Say I gave you a blow from the chest
Even though I was the best of the models
It was almost a work of art painted by Van Gogh
Don't pretend you felt something for me
Baby, the dress I wear is no longer white

The lightest shade of blue
Was dyed black, was overcome by rage
I wanted to deceive my feelings, but they are like a snake attacking
The lightest shade of blue
Was marked by pain, my tiaras broken with spite
Jake, Jake, feel the dagger entering your heart
Let those blue eyes turn to dark feelings
Pain, pain, break the paradigms, photograph my worst moments
The lightest shade of blue is a lie

Sitting on the mountain of our first kiss
This is where we swore to lie to get what we wanted
But I wanted more, much more
I wanted your body, your fountain pens, your burns
Your sorrows, your fights with Sam
It was better to turn the worst, it was better to poison our truest feelings
Tell me we were a little true
Tell me that when we look at each other at our worst
It was merely true

It was inside the tunnel, that's when I saw blood on my hands
I saw the sky turn black, I saw your eyes turn to ropes
It was me, not Jud, you killed me, not Jud
Could smell lotus, could believe in destiny
But, I'm a being without fucking perspective

The lightest shade of blue
Was dyed black, was overcome by rage
I wanted to deceive my feelings, but they are like a snake attacking
The lightest shade of blue
Was marked by pain, my tiaras broken with spite
Jake, Jake, feel the dagger entering your heart
Let those blue eyes turn to dark feelings
Pain, pain, break the paradigms, photograph my worst moments
The lightest shade of blue is a lie

Melee, death in death
Red-stained stained glass
I could cry my memories I had with you
I couldn't cry in our time, I couldn't feel
Within these yellowed walls I diffused myself
I hid, I went deep into my heart
And in the end, there was only me and the flower that
I smelled at the beginning of this path