dead eyes

I see dead eyes on the verge of suicide
I realize it's not alright
I will find my way to idolize it
In my eyes I will reach the sky

Running out of breath, I have been running out of energy
Telling all your friends you don't want to be a friend of me
You making out lies, why am I getting all the penalties?
I wanna tal about us without talking to an enemy
I have been broken down like my food in my stomach
I am hating these feelings but I act like I love
I don't wanna cheat nah, I want fair play
I don't wanna crash land like an airplane
I want you back, but when you act like that
Like a one sided talk you don't call me back
Yeah, times were hard and when you left they got harder
My bed got colder and my room got darker
I am still in love, I know so are you
Why pray for the rain when our skies were blue?
I am still in love, I know so are you
Let's talk tonight and we can talk it

I see dead eyes on the verge of suicide
I realize it's not alright
I will find my way to idolize it
In my eyes I will reach the sky

Tell me if I'm lost and all the days it took
I get all I had without a second look
And I need breathing room if I don't see you soon
I think I will die inside, I will blame it all on you
I think am done for good
It happened faster than it should
And now it's upside down
I must have misunderstood
But I still wish you were here
And maybe one day you will
And while I wait for you I will pop another pill

Black long sleeve
I can see you freezing
You know I will stop your bleeding
Let's not make this hard
Let's just hit restart
Messed up badly
How did this all happen
This world is a mess
So please don't leave us stranded

I am swimming in the ocean of fear
Back where I started, no closer each year
I think maybe you will start to disappear
As I cope with these emotions I dont wanna get closer, I see

Dead eyes on the verge of suicide
I realize it's not alright
I will find my way to idolize it
In my eyes I will reach the sky

I see dead eyes on the verge of suicide
I realize it's not alright
I will find my way to idolize it
In my eyes I will reach the sky