It's Not Worth It Anymore

Ya No Vale La Pena

I keep trying to find a thousand excusesMe empeño en buscarle mil excusas
for the disconnect between us.al desencuentro en los dos.
And I keep labeling myselfY me empeño en tildarme
as guilty and disappearing.de culpable y desaparecerme.

I've made it my mission to dressMe he empeñado en vestirme
like a loser just to lose you.de perdedor para perderte.
And if I lose you, I’ll go and pawnY si te pierdo voy y empeño
the poetry I never gave you.la poesía que nunca te di.

It's not worth it anymoreYa no vale la pena
for me to keep denying you,que te siga negando,
that when I try to kiss youque al intento de un beso
my legs start shaking,han temblado mis piernas,
and love is coming through.y que el amor va llegando.

It's not worth it anymoreYa no vale la pena
for me to keep sayingque te siga diciendo
go find lovevete a buscar el amor
with someone else who deserves you.a otro amor que no te merezco.

I've made it my missionMe he empeñado
to hold my breath,en tapar mi respiración,
close my eyes, so I won’t seecerrar los ojos, para no ver
that you’re about to kiss me,que estás a punto de besarme,
like a betrayal.como a traición.

It's not worth it anymoreYa no vale la pena
for me to keep denying you,que te siga negando,
that when I try to kiss youque al intento de un beso
my legs start shaking,han temblado mis piernas,
and love is coming through.y que el amor va llegando.

It's not worth it anymoreYa no vale la pena
for me to keep sayingque te siga diciendo
go find lovevete a buscar el amor
with someone else who deserves you,a otro amor que no te merezco,
I don’t deserve you...no te merezco...