methamphetamine blues

Nothing here for you to care about
(Y-y-y-y—)
Ooh, ooh
What’s that sound?
(It's a smash)
(Y-y-y-you did good, $lick)

Don’t be asking me how I’ve been, if you don't really care (let's go)
I’ve been looking back, and you weren't really there (wo-ah)
Looking in the rear view, haunted by your stare (ah-hah)
Now I'm throwing pills back until I feel you here (yeah)
And they keep telling me to move on (move on)
But I don’t really know where to go, oh (go)
I'm out somewhere in the unknown (the unknown)
Yeah, but it don’t feel as good as what I know, oh, oh (no), oh
Ooh, I'm going 'round and 'round and 'round and 'round
(I'm going 'round and 'round and 'round)
Yeah, can't let you go, but I can let you down (wow)

All I have left is the ghost of you (oh)
Pills in my hand, I'm supposed to do (okay)
In another world, I'm coming home to you (yeah)
They tell me turn the page, I can barely turn the wheel (skrrt)
I've been goin' insane since I looked behind the veil
If it don't come with shame, then how'd I know it's real? (Yeah)
Heard you find God in pain, but I can barely feel (whoa)
Steady believing a lie that this time it'll be different (it'll be different)
Promise I'll make some time, but always show up missing, yeah
Beyond recognition (whoa)
Yeah, headed for a grave (yeah, ooh)
They say help is just a day away (day away)
I'm going 'round and 'round and 'round (whoa)
Let's go get high before you go away (go get high, baby)
Maybe these drugs will hold us down (shh)
I can feel my eyes dilating
Baby, promise me if I don't awaken
Baby, you'll be holding me while I'm decaying
'Cause I, can't take no more of the
Can't take no more of the (woo, ooh)
(Woo, ooh)

Ayy
Don’t be asking me how I’ve been, if you don't really care (let's go)
I’ve been looking back, you weren't really there (wo-ah)
Looking in the rear view, haunted by your stare (ah-hah)
Now I'm throwing pills back until I feel you here (yeah)
And they keep telling me to move on, yeah (move on)
But I don’t really know where to go, oh (go)
I'm out somewhere in the unknown (the unknown)
Yeah, but it don’t feel as good as what I know, oh, oh (no), ooh
Oh, I'm going 'round and 'round and 'round and 'round
(I'm going 'round and 'round and 'round)
Yeah, can't let you go, but I can't let you down (wow)

So then why do I seem to