Seeing Sound

This is the first scene of an act
With my own hands stuck in my back
Around here, the puppet is the puppeteer
And i was down for the proverbial count
So what do you want from me
Another song about apathy
Heartbreak is a friend these days
But i couldn't care less
That's what i get paid to say

I am lost a lot
But you can't believe me
And my stomach knots
You can see that
I can't find my way
I can't find it
Should i say something sensational now
This life comes with some doubts

And now my life has become a circus
In the center ring, i'm the crying clown
It's a little too exciting on the trapeze
When you swing with your eyes losing the ground
And pain can be like a boomerang
You push it out, it comes back again
Heartbreak is a trend these days
I couldn't care less
I've never been that trendy anyway

I am lost a lot
But you can't believe me
And my stomach knots
You can see that
I can't find my way
I can't find it
Should i say something sensational now
This life comes with some doubts

We'll hold on thinking everything is wrong
Watch our lives from afar
But looking back is not so bad
Realize what you've been missing
I can't find my way