In my darkest days in my fits of rage
No regard for life all alone in a knife fight
An inner beast would never let me find peace
With morbid visions inflicting incisions
I swore to use my fists til i slashed my wrists
I welcomed death most nights
But had to settle my scores right
All that i could feel was grief and pain
I desired my destruction - i was going insane
From the miserable depths of a faded soul
Spilled the vows or redemption - in a world so cold
Before i threw it all away
I'd make mother fuckers pay
I wouldn't go out without one last bout
Keep running away - for my soul i pray
Redemption declared - on my soul i swear
Will i ever truly rest in peace?
My life was a battle that would never cease
At war with myself my family and friends
My life my belief the pain never ends
Now its too late to ever make a change
This negativity has got me fucking deranged
Living this life always felt so strange
But death is forever burning in flames
Keep running away - for my soul i pray
Redemption declared - on my soul i swear
No life was wasted 'cause i made my peace
Don't shed no tears for me
My soul has been released
Enemy to the world myself and all others
There is no life my sickness smothers
I feel sometimes like life did me wrong
Seeking revenge since the day i was born
Keep running away - for my soul i pray
Redemption declared - on my soul i swear.