Solipsism

Half asleep you check to see if I'm alive
Why would you come over just to start a fight?
I'm the type who loves to be alone
All you want's affection, yeah, and all I want's to go

Euphoria
(I try to keep the upper hand and)
You're far along
(It's not hard to keep the upper hand when)
You say I still
Love you when I choose
Knowing when to lose and let go?
Euphoria
Yeah!

Patience is a virtue and I'm falling short
Every time we disagree I'm out the door
You should not empower me
I feed off the pain
Tantrum tactic obstacles
Keeps us both engaged all the same

Euphoria
(I try to keep the upper hand and)
You're far along
(It's not hard to keep the upper hand when)
You say I still
Love you when I choose
Knowing when to lose and let go?
Euphoria

I need to sculpt the way you feel
To keep the spark alive and well cause
I might never be the one who sees the everlasting
I might never give the time it takes for our finessing
I might never be the one who sees the everlasting
I might never give the time it takes for our finessing