From Starewells to Farewells

As I sit here next to you I say to myself I choke on my own words and gasp for the air I never said I couldn't breathe without you I just said it would help a lot if I could and now as I sit here next to you I say to myself I choke on my own words and gasp for the air
And all I can taste is the(your) perfume that you left on my clothes it's always so cold these days and the wind swept me away as the storm begins to fade so do your feelings for me but the seasons never change my feelings stay the same (you say you wanna go I'm praying you'll walk slowly
slowly but surely you're leaving me behind I never that you'd ever cross the finish line and make it official but I think you've made your point I never expected you to stick around for so long
I know there is not a way that I could even make you stay but please don't leave me I wish that there was something more like something that we had before and I know that (dreams never come true)->many times at end