I Don't Like Me (Rebellious Soul Musical)

Hey mama, how you doing?
I need to get something's off my chest
I been going through a lot
I been really stressed

She said, baby tell me what's wrong?
Maybe I can help
You know, I been through a lot
Lot of things myself

Mama I'm not tryna blame nobody, but
I just want you to know how I feel
Seeing you with all of them men's
No, it didn't help
Had to learn a lot by myself
Had to deal with the cards I was dealt

She said, watch ya mouth! I did my best
Your the one that created this mess
Cus didn't nobody tell you to get on that pole
Girl you know I ain't raise no hoe

Listen mama, there's something you don't know
I been holding it in for way to long
Remember that boyfriend
You had when I was 10 years old?
When you were gone he would treat me like a women

I would be screaming
I would be fighting
I told him I'm to young
He said, you gone like this!
Girl why you lying? You always lying
Mama I ain't lying
But I'm trying, I'm trying

Laying in this bed with my pain
I know I strep but I want some much more
Praying when I get up tomorrow
I can just be done with that all
But I know good damn well
I can't undo what's been done
So I don't wanna be here anymore

Damn I'm tripping
I don't wanna feel this
Can't pay my bills
Nobody's care
I should end in this