If I Wanna Cry

It's not even that you owe me
It's not even that you don't know what to say
You won't even look right at me
You're not searching anywhere inside your brain
And I'm losing things
And I'm thinking deep
I'm just trying to be alone

I'm tired of making excuses to kill the time
Everything that I've been doing kills me at night
It's like I meant to leave me in ruins
Don't tell me I'm just too good of a human to be out here crying

If I wanna cry, I'm gonna cry
If I wanna cry, I'm gonna cry
Don't tell me not to cry when you hung me out to dry
If I wanna cry, I'm gonna cry
I'll be alright

It's not like I'm broke or bloody
You did not take any years off my life
It's harder to think of wasting body water on someone who made me cry
And I'm left with me
Thinking way to deep
I've just gotta be alone

I'm tired of making excuses to kill the time
Everything that I've been doing kills me at night
It's like I meant to leave me in ruins
Don't tell me I'm just too good of a human to be out here cryin'

If I wanna cry, I'm gonna cry
If I wanna cry, I'm gonna cry
Oh, don't tell me not to cry when you hung me out to dry
If I wanna cry, I'm gonna cry
I'll be alright
If I want to baby, I'm gonna cry

I'm tired of making excuses to kill the time
Everything that I've been doing kills me at night
It's like I meant to leave me in ruins
Don't tell me I'm just too good of a human to be out here cryin'

If I wanna cry, I'm gonna cry
Oh, if I want to baby
You hung me out to dry, and now I'm bawling out my eyes
If I wanna cry, I'm gonna cry