Crisis Of Faith

I wish I could wake up, to find I was in a coma
And the life I've been living, was just a terrible dream
I've been called a savior, I've been told that I have changed lives
But the question that still remains is: Who will save me

Inspirational words have become a faded memory
We can't deny that the walls around us
Are built to strong to breach
When I close my eyes
I can't see the light that used to be the only thing I'd ever need

Too many years have been wasted
That I have nothing to show for
Too many unanswered prayers have been spoken
I think he's given up, he's given up on me
I call it desperation
This is a crisis of faith
Oh no, don't believe in me, for
I am certain not even God does