Chaotic

What I see is what I believe
So I like to paint the picture
Madness in every streak
Two coat the shadow figures
If it’s all habitual hate
I’d rather dissociate
Chaos is what keeps me sane
Thunder to silence the rain

I think I crave Chaotic
I don’t taste the pain when I stay Neurotic
So why would I wanna change
It’s safe inside the void I'm lost in
I'm drowning out the noise with Chaotic

Some say it’s hell
But it’s home to me Sadistic
Sanctuary Conscience buried beneath
Don’t need no cemetery
It’s all habitual hate
I’d rather dissociate
Chaos is what keeps me sane

I think I crave Chaotic
I don’t taste the pain when I stay Neurotic
So why would I wanna change
It’s safe inside the void I'm lost in
I'm drowning out the noise with Chaotic

Addicted to distraction
The chemical reaction
You’ve only seen a fraction
This is my mind in action

I think I crave Chaotic
I don’t taste the pain when I stay Neurotic
So why would I wanna change
It’s safe inside the void I'm lost in
Can’t save me, it’s a choice I’ll rot in
I'm drowning out the noise with Chaotic