I Just Turned 18

let them get you down
dont make no decisions
mope around the house
making new incisions
smoke a cigarette
leave it burning, sleeping
live on mac and cheese
ruffles and dorritos

get her out of here
this will not convince her
your home gives you away
you keep it like a prison
its not getting late
we're not getting older
i just turned 18
you got stuff to live for

i wish i could help you out
but every movement betrays your doubt
but we're by now so far away

back when we were young
we used to tell secrets
now we already know
they are hearts in pieces
you've been all used up
people all are leeches
locked it all away
no one wants to see it

tell me now whats on your mind
with your conscience left behind
i still want to be your friend