Raydiation

[Beat]
Yea welcome to my life (raydiation)
city of carson thats where i grew up (yea)
thats where i knew of (the view) thats all i knew of
(yea)
in kindegarten until i got out of skoo i started to
hang with the fools i went from here to bad news.
then ma sister started to blow up i saw the money just
go up but i hardly saw her and my mother i used to
hang round the corner i felt like i was a loner but i
got love for my homies
i started changin flirtin with gang bangin had the
hook up on ol' skoo so everyday i was out hangin and
then i heard gun shots they aimin at my head and thats
when the fun stopped cuz next i might be dead i
called my mama on the phone said this is your son i
need some help im in a whole lot of trouble and cant
get through by myself they shot out a plane and flew
me out no doubt i said goodbye to my friends then
disappeared in the clouds they told me ray j you gotta
turn yourself around now or throw it all away and
lay six feet in the ground
im totally focused i gotta move forward i hear my
callin this time i just wont ignore it into the future
throw all the past and then you came and you can
grow....