Stalemate

If I fail, if I fall
If I can't be free then I never was it all
The more I fight I stay the same
Where do I go and what do I do
I'll never know if I never get through
The more I fight I stay

The same!

God, I love excuses
Nothing better than a homemade lie
New rules and old confusion
Won't you just despise

Out of my way, out of my reach
How do you dream if you still can't sleep
My mind is a terrible gift
And I'd rather be numb than feel this way

Come home when the metal is broken
Another thief doesn't honor a thing
Time flies when the moment is golden
I won't leave this clean

If I fail, if I fall
If I can't be free then I never was it all
The more I fight I stay the same
Where do I go and what do I do
I'll never know if I never get through
The more I fight I stay the same

Half my time in one protection
This is better than a beggar's stand
New shoes and old direction
The epithet of man

Killing my name, killing my past
Nothing's left when nothing lasts
My life is a terrible waste
And I'm going down fast

If I fail, if I fall
If I can't be free then I never was it all
The more I fight I stay the same
Where do I go and what do I do
I'll never know if I never get through
The more I fight I stay the same

Don't be so distracted
I can tell you where the story ends
New sins and old abuses
No one wins again

This is my chance, this is my curse
We all know it'll only get worse
My hell is a terrible case
But I'll give you all hell first

If I fail, if I fall
If I can't be free then I never was it all
The more I fight I stay the same
If I'm still, if I stall
If I can't be heard I will never even call
The more I fight I stay the same
Where do I go and what do I do
The very thought scares the hell out of you
The more I fight I stay the same
If I fail, if I fall, if I know, if I care it all
The more I fight I stay the same