Invisible Darkness

Solitude is my sanctuary,
I'm extremist like a chess pawn,
Yet as commanding as the fiery death.
Cycling westwardly; unceasing,
Deaf to cries from unfortunates,
Ignorant to have been motionless.

I leave in my morbid path,
Only what i cannot take advantage of,
Gaining as synthesis overlaps,
Digesting and excreting.
Lightening the burden i carry,
By disposing the self-judged worthless.

Oh what horrible damnation should await me,
But as i walk through the valley of darkness, i fear not,
I lead the shepherd through this peaceful home,
Please condemn me with divinely inspired,
Foolishly immortal values,
So i can rear my head in laughter,
As i transcend from your level of existence.

You will never understand my torment,
This tearing pain that i feel,
To be a part of two worlds,
This solitude in servitude is so real,
My weakness you have created,
By keeping me trapped under your dark lies,
I hate you, i love you, i lust to be rid of you,
In this death to be called my new life.

Confused i will search on forever,
To seek out new answers and friends,
In the hopes that i might find someone like me,
And bring my loneliness to an end