Monster

Oh last night wasn't just a frenzy
I've got her time
I’ve got the way she makes herself believe in lies
She is always dressed up and
Ready to go, but she ain't got no place
She only has some friends who she cannot rely
Out of time and out of space
Reconsidering friends I’ve left behind
And it's on and on and on

I am falling just to rise again (rise again)
Rise against myself and I
And I just can't ask for apologies
When the damages are not done
I just need to stop and realize the monster that I’ve become
Singing no, I never thought I would end up
Facing all these reckless problems 'cause I’ve been a fucking dumb
Singing no, never thought it’d come so far
I’ve closed myself to all my friends' concerns
In saying to all of them: It's not your turn!

Oh it's on and on
The world spins inside my head
There's no way out/back
Too much tequila from last night has driven me crazy
I try to remember the way that she
Laid me on the floor, sneaking to score

I gave her way and she took advantage,
Elle a mis en scène and tried to pretend it
Licking at her flower and sweeping out the sore
The taste of sweet and sour, she moans better than a whore

And I am falling just to rise again (rise again)
Rise against myself and I
And I just can't ask for apologies
When the damages are not done
I just need to stop and realize the monster that I’ve become

Singing no, never thought I would end up
Facing all this reckless problems 'cause I’ve been a fucking dumb
Singing no, never thought it’d come so far
I've closed myself to all my friends' concerns
In saying to all of them: It's not your turn