Trophies and Failures

i can't see me right
not even entirely
i'm so precise and complex
that i can't unite
the trophies to the failures

i'm a little
almost nothing
impredictable
half pleasant

almost fool
a lot apprentice
fake hero
bad actor

i am so much me
without poetry

i can't see me right
not even entirely
i'm so precise and complex
that i can't unite
the trophies to the failures

i'm an interrogation point
an idea without foundation
the undecipherable ways of the destiny
the wrong side of the wrong way
a mixed-up fault-finder
fuel of alucination

i'm so little
almost nothing
less i see,
much i know

i'm flexible,
adjustable
somewhat pleasant
i'm the tear and the smille

i'm the past from what
i didn't live

i can't see me right
not even entirely
i'm so precise and complex
that i can't unite
the trophies to the failures

i'm a Lier
pretending to live

and despite all the improvised scenes
i'm the most watched movie