Lessons I Can't Learn

Another drag from cigarettes
Smoked down to the filter
I know i have to face the change and now i'm in that game
These are lessons i can't learn
I should have known better by know but still have had to try
Not the best day for my defeat
My hands are bound and bleed
I did a million sadder songs that someday i'll remember
I can erase you when you're wrong
I'll try