In a Conscious Trauma

The day has gone and the darkness is coming
I lie on my bed
Feeling my emptiness
The wind so cold
The pain so deep
And the night so fucking dark

Look at the rage in my eyes
An infernal will
My soul tormentor
Sleep!
Don’t feel
Nothing is real

Fear in my mind
Darkness inside
Hatred corroding me
Sleep! Don’t feel
Nothing is real
Sadness surrounding me
Seeds in my heart
Vengeance inside
Suicidal infection
Sleep! Don’t fear
Nothing is real
Just die!

I tried to understand what’s going on
Shadows, ghosts, demons and strange shapes
Dancing in front of me
Loosing my conscience
I’m dying

Somebody is knocking my door
Death is now calling my name
He comes for me
It’s time!
The wind takes my wept
The suffering is now gone
There is no hope
There is no fate no more love
I am sleeping, I cannot feel anything
I realized I was never alive
Darkness inside
Hatred corroding me
Sleep! Don’t fear
Nothing was real
Just die!