You Used To Be My Little Angel

Scars on my eyes crown full of thorns
Head in the skies when it rains only pours
Hearts in a casket gun in my basket
I'm numb to the Sun but I been here before

And I don't chase dreams I run from nightmares
And I got many friends and they don't fight fair
God bless the jackals as they sleep when my
Body lays numb give the wolves something to eat

And I can feel it
Through the holes in the cracks in the ceiling
I'm forgiven
The small boy who grasped to his toy

While the world torn apart I was built to destroy
You're leaving and I'm a demon
But my horns don't show
And my eyes wont close

And the noose wont hold
And my mind wont fold
I'll be here till the end
Till the skies don't glow

I carved a message in my hand saying save me
I carved a message in my arm saying help me
I been stuck inside my shell
I need patience I'm in hell

And all the angels gather round
And then they laugh just as I fell
Tryna fill my heart falling closer to the edge
Reaching out to all these people who

Said they were my friends
Oh God, their not calling back
Lifelines going dim
Like my head
Like the rest

Like my fucking beating chest oh
If I wanna die I should probably not own a pistol
A piece for peace just fucking up all my mental
Never said that I was safe

Never said that I was home
I'm just sittin in my car on this hilltop alone
Hands shaking blowing camels up into the sky
You know I miss you while I'm cradling this 45

Hammer cocked back wondering if angles fly
Hammer cocked back wondering if angles cry
Fuck it off that take me up into the sky
Tears drying while I'm taking time to say goodbye

Hold tight
Keep going going going
Don't fly away
You know you know know it

I tried to stay
They said I'd cycle backwards
I feel the sway
Back and forth so fuck it
I'll fly away