Blood on My Hands

Lurking nightmares under the veil of the pouring rain
They flood beneath the flesh, destroying my life again
Nobody tells me what I have to see
Stricken in suffering in this night so unclean
It seems that there's nothing left to do to save me

I'll try to deny these nightmares this time
Until you find me again down inside
Deep inside of your afflicted heart
I'm just a vengeful man trying to disappear
Fallen into the night, I'll make my heart persevere
And this time, I'll no longer be a victim of your fate

I did not know the stories written in the skies
Yet in their silent shimmer, they once bring tears upon my eyes
Telling truths about lies that were once in disguise
And now my poison becomes the reason for my cries
Again the griefs for what I've done is killing me

I'll try to deny these nightmares this time
Until you find me again down inside
Deep inside of your afflicted heart
I'm just a vengeful man trying to disappear
Fallen into the night, I'll make my heart persevere
And this time, I'll no longer be a victim of your fate

Time's passage is causing suffering in my unhealed heart
Responsible for my misery, I should have known this from the start
Taught to hate everything while I was trapped in a dream
I'm tired of holding onto my silent scream
Again there’s nothing left to do to save me

I'll try to deny these nightmares this time
Until you find me again down inside
Deep inside of your afflicted heart
I'm just a vengeful man trying to disappear
Fallen into the night, I'll make my heart persevere
And this time, I'll no longer be a victim of your fate

And in the end, there's blood on my hands