French Exit

One deep breath and I push the door in
I can see my friends, they're at the far end
I don't know what I'll say when I get to them
I think they know it'll just be more pretend

I'm in someone's house, I don't know who's
Is this the kind of thing I should be used to?
I don't belong here, so why did I come?
A crowded room and I still feel alone

This whole city is flashy small talk
Bragging rights, blinding lights
And countless wasted sleepless nights
But hey how's it going, what's new, how are you?
No one really cares, especially not you

A french exit, no one will notice
It's dumb trying to keep up with appearances
I'll run home to the place I know
'Cause you're the only one that doesn't make me feel alone

Put a check mark, next to soulmate
Honestly, I used to think that kind of thing was fake
But I'm cuffed up now, this is real, real love
If I'm dreaming, don't wake me up

And as I lay there late at night
I wonder what the heck did I do right
You, everything about you is totally worth it
This is the closest thing to perfect

They say relationships are hard and love is difficult
Either that's a load of bull or maybe we're not typical
'Cause I'm not afraid, and I'm not confused
And it's so obvious the way that I feel about you

So I'll french exit and I don't care if they notice
I'm done trying to keep up with appearances
I'll run home to the place I know
'Cause you're the only one that doesn't make me feel alone