The Wide Awake

Pain inside me is taking over again

Wide awake I open my eyes into a nightmare of a life that Idespise I gotta, break it down to the bare essentials 'causelife's too short to be sentimental. Twisting around inside myhead so many crazy visions - am I better off dead? Filled withdread - gun under the bed to clip all the motherfuckers trying tokeep me down, I ain't fuckin' around.

Wide awake my eyes are open I- can't breathe my heart is chokingand I can't speak the words unspoken and I can't believe my lifeis broken again……(my life is broken)

Keep trying to tell myself "everything will be OK, everythingwill go my way" 'till life steps in and slaps on the strangle,tears flow and fists start to mangle. I wake up screamingeveryday, nobody pays attention when I'm writhing in pain, I gota glitch in my brain I gotta- break free from anxiety, I gottalet go of life 'cause it's killing me

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Wide awake my eyes are open I- can't breathe my heart is chokingand I can't speak the words unspoken and I can't believe my lifeis broken again……
My eyes are open, my heart is choking, on words unspoken, my lifeis broken again

I can't believe my life is broken apart again, I can't conceivemy time was never well spent, sick of everybody talking about thethings they never do, motherfuckers talking shit about who?
YOU!!
Lead

Pain inside me is taking over again

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How many times can you ask for a chance and expect everybody tokeep giving it, forgiving it?
Realize this is the last time to waste away, deteriorate,decompose, and decline…