Simple Distrust

Its so uncommon to be understood
Energy is spent on destructive thought
But the world at large is not at fault

The difference in opinion
Between you and i
Its two different lies with the same exact sound
But i cannot even think because youre screaming so loud

It feels so good to be alone
Pre-disposed to people who dont even care
Trappes within a person im not sure is even there

Whatever it takes to please the guilt
When my head is on fire i dont have a heart
But i know its still there because its falling apart

Pain, hope, hate, fear, bitter disgust
It all comes alive in my simple distrust

Clouds in my brain cover the pain
Hideaway the guilt and make my vision clean
But i still face myself at the end of the dream

The light of scrutiny on my heart
Its so very very real and extremely unkind
But im the one who gives it power and permission to shin

Accept the punishment or i could be alone
I should never want to think these thoughts again
But i realize the truth is that i really am

Pain, hope, hate, fear, bitter disgust
It all comes into play in my

Pain, hope, hate, fear, bitter disgust
It all comes alive in my simple distrust

Simple distrust