The Suicide Hotline Blocked My Number

Maybe this could be my summer
The suicide hotline blocked my number
Well maybe it’s alright to feel like this
I think it’s alright to feel like shit so

I wanna be cautious
I wanna be real
I wanna careful
Don’t tell me how to feel
I wanna be anxious
I wanna be fake
I wanna be plastic
I wanna be made

All you ever do is whine
And drink too much wine
And smoke too much weed
And never be on time

I know
So

Maybe this could be my summer
The suicide hotline blocked my number
Well maybe it’s alright to feel like this
I think it’s alright to feel like shit so

Yeah yeah
Please don’t say hi when you see me
And please don’t say bye when you’re leaving
No I do not care bout your feelings

While I’m out here all in my feelings
Need some help check myself into rehab
While I’m there ask yourself why you did that
No I cannot have no wife

When all of these pictures my type
Come take a bump from my line
But don’t ever hit up my line
Do I kill myself or check myself into rehab
While I’m there ask yourself why you did that

This could be my summer
(The suicide hotline)
That bih blocked my number
(Ooh yeah oh my)
This could be my summer
(The suicide hotline)
That bih blocked my number
(Ooh yeah oh my)

Maybe this could be my summer
The suicide hotline blocked my number
Well maybe it’s alright to feel like this
I think it’s alright to feel like shit so

Maybe this could be our summer
The suicide hotline blocked our numbers
And now we sipping lean from a wine glass
I pop a xan and watch the stars pass

My mental illness is letting go
Bitch let’s married an overdose
Where do we go when nobody knows
But when I die will you hold me close

Maybe this could be my summer
The suicide hotline blocked my number
Well maybe it’s alright to feel like this
I think it’s alright to feel like shit so